week of apr 08: try to make your writing as silent as possible. i know it's a weird prompt-- don't take it too seriously. have fun. what does it mean for writing to be quiet?

content warnings: unhealthy friendships / attachments, i guess

i miss you
are you there?

you might be busy
i'll be here

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i'm excited to see you tomorrow!
i miss you

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hey i just
want to apologize
for what i said today
it's not your fault
please don't feel bad

i'm just having a bad time
it's not your fault i'm sorry

i'm sorry

i miss you

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hello?

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god fucking dammit i can't do this anymore
are you there?

if you're mad at me just tell me i didn't mean to upset you.
please i genuinely
cannot

fuck i'm sorry
i didn't mean to

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i still miss you

you're still my best friend

i don't think i could ever do this without you

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i'm starting to get worried
i haven't even seen you around lately
do you really hate me that bad?
did something happen

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hello?

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ok
i'm going to be honest
i don't know what i'm supposed to do here

i literally
genuinely

i
don't know
anymore

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come back

if you want me gone say it to my face

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sorry

sorry god fuck i'm sorry im so sorry

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i'm so worried about you

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i'm so worried

i feel
sick

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i miss you

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okay
ok

okay
either
something happened to you
in which case
you're fuckin like
idk
like
dead
or in a coma or something
which i would hope not but hey even if you were i'd have NO
FUCKING
way of finding out
or you just
hate my guts and never want to talk to me again

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i don't want to think of you that way
but i've been told i really suck

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i miss you